The minute I walked into the sanctuary, I knew something was different.  The presence of the Holy Spirit was there, warm and embracing.   The expression on the faces of people I did not know was that of joy and expectation.  Everyone was focused in worship and I was immediately pulled into worship with them.  I had no idea that church was to become my church, those people my church family; I was simply visiting a new house of worship in our area. 

I continued to visit from time to time, and always, it was the same.  People were welcoming and friendly, but never grasping.  The music was worshipful; the pastor’s messages inspired.   The services had a great deal of spontaneity and I especially loved the open altar for prayer.  Sometimes the pastor would open the altar at the beginning of service, sometimes at midpoint, and often, at the close.  I watched families go to the altar together, parents gathering their children from youth groups along the way down the aisle.   I was mesmerized by a way of worship I had never experienced – and loving it. 

One morning I was a little late and when I went through the sanctuary doors of First Assembly Memphis, the open altar for prayer was already in progress.  I walked straight from the back of the church to the front and bowed in worship with these people I did not know but admired tremendously.  I loved how they worshiped, how open they were with their need for God and to be prayed over.  I could hardly wait to get there each Sunday morning to be engulfed by this reverence and desiring of God.     

For a year, I attended two church services every Sunday morning with no intention of moving my church membership.  But I realized I was getting at First Assembly the very thing I had been praying about for quite a while:  a greater knowledge of the third part of the Triune God, the Holy Spirit.  I was finding that at First Assembly, and I was rushing there each Sunday morning to receive it – and receive Him.   The experience of growing close to the Holy Spirit was tender and deep; I wept every Sunday for a year from His loving embrace.  It was as if I had found my way home after long years of wandering. 

I was hungry for all I could get spiritually, and knew the best way to obtain it was to become totally involved through church membership.  It was one of the best decisions of my life.  These Holy Spirit-filled people immediately opened up their circle to me and made me family.   

It has been a little over three years since I became a part of the First Assembly Memphis family, and I have been prayed over and supported through one family crisis after another.  I dare say I have never in my entire life had as many fervent and ongoing prayers said over me and my family as in the short time I have been at First Assembly.  I cannot imagine how I would have made it through these past three years, the toughest years of my life, without them.  They have loved me and taught me and nurtured me.  They have prayed for me and with me time after time after time.  They have walked me through “what to do next” when my husband died and took care of my every need during those days. They have extended their reach to my very ill daughter and failing-in-health mother. 

What I experienced that first Sunday morning is what the entire church is about:  living joyfully and confidently in the Spirit of the Lord.  I am so grateful the Holy Spirit heard and answered my prayer.  I am so grateful for His presence in a sanctuary, a presence that wooed me to a closer walk with Him.

Say to those who are fearful-hearted, “Be strong, do not fear!  Behold, your God will come with vengeance, with the recompense of God; He will come and save you.”  Isaiah 35:4

I have recently watched a friend’s salvation.  Not salvation of his soul; he already had that.  I have watched him saved from hopelessness, saved from the sense that life was over for him in every good way.  

God tells us in Jeremiah 29:11 that He has a plan for us, a plan for good and not for evil, that we may have a future and a hope.  He tells how our life has His design’s imprint before we are born (See Jeremiah 1:4-5 and Psalm 139:16).  Things happen just as they are written.  We can be assured that as God has ordained, His purpose will be disclosed.

Without revealing the confidentiality of my friend’s reasons for despair, let me just say that he had been pushed down emotionally for a number of years.  He had been made to feel he didn’t count, that he was somewhat in the way.  He pressed through each day without joy or expectation of meaningful life ever again.  He was waiting to die.  But recently his heart was stirred in an unexpected way.  As he says, “Never could I have imagined this; I can’t dream this good.”  And with that divine intervention in his life, he began to regain his self-confidence.  He began to see himself through God’s eyes.  He began to reach for those things he had thought he could no longer do.  He reached – and he caught hold.  Now he is living out exactly what God had planned for him before he ever took a breath.  His life is filling up with success after success, joy after joy. 

It doesn’t matter our story of disappointment and heartache as much as it matters that we believe our God saves.  When we can grab hold of the belief that God cares for us and stands true to His word to never forsake us (Hebrews 13:5), mighty happenings will occur.  Things will fall into place that we never envisioned for ourselves.  Things will be added to our lives that show they are straight from the hand of Almighty God.  We will stand back and take a hard look and say:  it is true that my God will come and settle the scores and make up for my loss; He will save me from hopelessness and despair. 

 Don’t give up, whatever your situation, for His plan for your life hasn’t gone away.  It may be in a holding pattern, but God has not stopped loving you.  He hasn’t forgotten where you are or what you need.  You are His child, and because of that, you have the right to expect the unexpected.   Someday these words will be yours:  “No longer shall you be termed Desolate . . . for the Lord delights in you.”  Isaiah 64:4

And I will ask the Father, and He will give you another Counselor to be with you forever, the Spirit of truth.  John 14:16

When the Counselor comes, whom I will send to you from the Father, the Spirit of truth who goes out from the Father, He will testify about me.  John 15:26

But when He, the Spirit of truth, comes, He will guide you into all truth.  He will not speak on His own; He will speak only what He hears, and He will tell you what is yet to come.  John 16:13

Jesus came and took our sin and died under its curse that we might live.  He gave us a gift no one else could give, a gift that meant eternal salvation and not eternal damnation.  He loved us in a way far too incredible to ever comprehend this side of heaven.  But even with all that, Jesus gave more.  He saw to it that we would never have to go it alone.  We would not have to rely solely on the written word, but have a living Presence to guide, teach, protect, and speak to us. 

Can we drink that in just a minute?  Can we wrap our minds around this?  Believers in Christ, we were given more than the gift of salvation; we got a bonus!  We have the living Spirit of God indwelling us, helping with our every need 24/7.  The Father sent His Son to free us, but don’t you know He smiled when Jesus asked Him to give us even more? 

Before Jesus’ time, the Holy Spirit came and went as God directed.  But there is no more occasional presence for those of us who believe.  We have the constant, abiding presence of the Holy Spirit.  I think this calls for some shouts of hallelujah and songs of praise! 

We thank you, precious Lord, for the bonus gift.  We thank you for the Spirit of truth that the Father gave, because you asked.  Thank you, Jesus.  We love you. 

This past Sunday, our pastor, Tom Lindberg, invited all small business owners to join him for special prayer as they begin the new year. Pastor blessed them with a prayer he wrote with the Holy Spirit’s leading. One of our Tuesday prayer members who joined him for prayer, experienced a special covering of safety the following day as she claimed a particular part of Pastor’s prayer. With his permission, I am posting his prayer on Prayerful Pondering.

My 2012 Business Prayer For You

“O Lord my God, here I am again asking for your help.  I cannot make it through this new year without you.  I’m so grateful that you love me and always respond to faith.  Today Lord, I affirm that my faith is in you.

“I ask you to be my business partner throughout this year.  In the midst of all the economic uncertainty, I am going to depend upon your stability.  As our economy goes up and down like a yo-yo, I praise you that you are constant.  I confess again today that you are my source.

“I ask this year for uncommon favor with banks, for wisdom in advertising, and for integrity with customers.  Give me a creative mind, and open doors for new business.  Enable me in 2012 to dream big, but govern me so I don’t act foolishly.  I know you reward honesty, generosity, and hard work.  Press all three of those qualities into my life.

“O God, please give me physical health and keep me well so I can work at peak performance throughout the year.  I ask you to give me employees who are loyal, honest, marked by excellence, and productive.  Guard me from developing a self-sufficient attitude.  The most dangerous time in my life is when I think I can run my business alone and don’t need you.  Help me lean hard on you every week.

“I know I’ll face enemies and critics in 2012.  Expose them and protect me from them.  Enable me to be like Daniel in the lions’ den,who did not focus on the beasts, but kept his eyes on his mighty God.  I will confess often that “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me” and that “My God shall supply all my needs according to his riches in glory.”

“I ask you give me two or three loyal friends with whom I can pray, for Jesus promised, “If two or three of you agree in prayer, it shall be done.”  I want and need that.

“Lord, I know poverty does not help anyone.  I don’t merely want to survive in life—I want to thrive!  I know I cannot thrive without you, so I look for your help daily.  Enable me this year to move closer to being debt free.

“I believe that real success is…

          • Being who you want me to be,

               • Doing what you want me to do,

                    • Owning what you want me to own.

Make me a success in your eyes this year.  I pray for that because I know one day I’ll stand before you.

“O Lord, I don’t want to be selfish.  Too many people are hurting, hungry, and lost.  Prosper me physically, spiritually, relationally, and financially so that I can be an agent you can use to help others.  I believe you are able and willing to guide me, defend me, and supply for me every day this year.

“Heavenly Father, I know you respond to faith.  I confess my faith in you.  I love and praise you today, Lord Jesus.  Please keep…

          • My heart full of gratitude,

               • My mind full of positive thoughts,

                    • My hands full of business.                            

I pray this all in the strong name of Jesus.  Amen.”      

                                      – Pastor Tom Lindberg, First Assembly Memphis

“As He looked up, Jesus saw the rich putting their gifts into the temple treasury.  He also saw a poor widow put in two very small copper coins.  ‘I tell you the truth,’ He said, ‘this poor widow has put in more than all the others.  All these people gave their gifts out of their wealth, but she out of her poverty put in all she had to live on.’”  Luke 21:1-4 NIV

The implication here is that the rich would not miss what they gave; it would not affect their livelihood one iota.  There was no risk for them in giving.  There was no sacrifice.  There was certainly no testimony of submission to God.  They gave simply to be seen by others, to puff up their chests and strut about in pride.  But the poor widow gave all of her monetary wealth – two lepta.  This would translate in value, as we understand it, to about 1/4^th of a penny.  The poor widow said in her giving, “It is a joy to give to my Lord and all I that have is His.  He will take care of me.”  The “poor widow” understood far more than those great minds that taught the law (see Luke 20:45-47).  For while they proclaimed their self-righteousness, while taking from those who had nothing, she proclaimed her submission to God and her complete trust in Him to take care of her.

Jesus knows what is in our hearts.  We cannot hide that from Him.  Jesus will disrobe the hypocrisy and reveal the actuality of who we are. 

What we give to glorify Him will always be honored.  I look forward to someday talking to this one who gave everything she had and learning how she was blessed.  We have only a part of her story.